The Girl Who Smiled Beads by Clemantine Wamariya

The Girl Who Smiled Beads: A Story of War and What Comes After by Clemantine Wamariya
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

The Girl Who Smiled Beads is a memoir by Clemantine Wamariya, who became a refugee in Rwanda as a child and later came to the United States. It's a story both of a child struggling to survive as a refugee, and a young woman struggling to adjust to a new world.

I picked up this book on recommendation from someone who works with refugee children at a nonprofit organization. She recommends it to those of us who volunteer so that we can get a small idea of what some of the kids we work with have gone through. Simply reading about an experience like living as a refugee will always be only a small window into the reality, but even that little gives us a bit more empathy.

The part of the story about Clemantine's days as a refugee described a sad, dangerous, desparate struggle for survival in terrible conditions. I more or less expected that, but expecting it doesn't make it any easier to read about people barely surviving on meager food handouts, children abandoned, unsanitary conditions, and all the other horrors of refugee life. Those of us in the developed world, in our comfort, tend to forget how awful things can be for people who simply had the misfortune to be born in the wrong place. It's good to be reminded occasionally, and hopefully jolted out of our apathy.

I was less prepared for the part of the story about Clemantine coming to the United States. Her life changed for the better, certainly, and there's no doubt she and her family were grateful, but it still was such a difficult experience. I knew in theory that the trauma of war and her refugee experience didn't disappear when she left Africa, but reading through repeated examples of how that trauma kept affecting her for years was still something of a shock. She describes a myriad of personal struggles that are completely foreign to those of us who haven't suffered through the same kinds of trauma.

And while plenty of people here in the United States provided help, there are also many examples of how Americans confused or frightened her with well-meaning gestures of assistance, or how things we take for granted grated against her instincts. Or how our reactions differed from hers - for instance, there's a brief story about 9-11, and how the extreme reaction of everyone around her was confusing. To her, that kind of terrible disaster was just part of life, another in a long line that she had seen, and she couldn't understand why it was such a shock to everyone else. It's a good lesson for those of us wanting to help, that we need to exercise empathy and do our best to understand when our actions or other circumstances cause confusion or misunderstanding.

The Girl Who Smiled Beads isn't an easy book to read, but I think it's an important one. Not just for those already involved with refugee families, but all of us with the good fortune to have avoided such experiences. Understanding their experience, even in a small way, is an important step in finding ways that we can be involved in a solution.

Markswoman by Rati Mehrotra

Markswoman by Rati Mehrotra
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Markswoman reads like a cross between the post-apocalyptic world of Fred Saberhagen's Empire of the East, and the romantic space opera style of Star Wars. If that sounds like an interesting mix, you'll likely enjoy it.

The book is set in a post-apocalyptic fantasy world where the human population is fairly small and technology is limited. But occasionally high technology (or magic, call it what you like) shows up, left over from the old world, such as the psionic blades wielded by the Orders of Markswomen. They are peacekeepers and (when necessary) executioners, focused on martial prowess and mental discipline.

The story mostly follows Kyra, an orphan who recently became a full member of the Order of Kali. Events force Kyra to leave everything she knows to strike out into the world. Along the way she discovers truths about the past, finds romance, confronts dangerous enemies, and makes allies. It's a fairly straightforward hero(ine)'s journey plot, but I thought it was well crafted.

Kyra is a well-developed character, as are many of those she meets along the way. The completely predictable romance angle is a little boring, but otherwise I thought Mehrotra did a good job of keeping the characters interesting.

One of my favorite parts of any sci-fi/fantasy work is discovering the world, and Markswoman is no exception. There are lots of hints of the history that led to Kyra's world, but not much in the way of hard facts. That worked fine for me in this case, as Mehrotra keeps the historical reveals relevant to the unfolding story. This book leaves plenty of that history to the imagination, presumably to be revealed in future books.

Markswoman doesn't break much new ground, but many of the themes that it repeats are some of my favorites in the genre. I'll likely search out the later books in the series to see how it delivers on this good beginning.

φ, π, e, and i by David Perkins

φ, π, e, and i by David Perkins
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

It's been a couple of decades since I did any real math study. φ, π, e, and i caught my eye because I know the author through an online forum, plus I was looking for a book with a non-alphanumeric character in the title for a book club.

Fortunately, φ, π, e, and i is written for undergraduates so it required only that I unearth some things that are buried in my brain under 20 years of other stuff. For someone who is actively learning college-level mathematics, most of the stuff that I'd forgotten would be fresh in mind. Of course, when I got confused I could always ask the author for clarification! But that wasn't often necessary, since the book is clearly written and uses endnotes to provide extra detail where a conclusion may not be obvious.

φ, π, e, and i isn't just about the math itself, but also some of the history behind the numbers. The Sanskrit poet and the Italian mathematician who both discovered the Fibonnaci sequence, for instance, which comes up as one learns about φ. Or the parallel conception of complex numbers in Norway and Germany around 1800. I found the history to be just as interesting as the math itself, particularly when more than one historical figure had approached a problem from different directions but came to the same conclusion. That kind of convergence really puts the universal nature of mathematics in focus.

The four chapters of the book (one for each constant, naturally) build on one another nicely. Techniques used in the earlier chapters make appearances later on, and the book ends with the well-known e^(iπ)=-1 and less well-known φ = e^(iπ/5) + e^(-iπ/5), tying all four together in one statement. A fitting way to wrap up an interesting trip through the definition and history of some of math's most important numbers!

"i hate the internet" by Jarett Kobek

i hate the internet by Jarett Kobek
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

This is not the kind of book I'd normally read...little in the way of plot, choppy writing style, not much action or character growth. But there is plenty to think about, so I enjoyed it nonetheless.

i hate the internet is largely a rant about the many imperfections in modern society, with special focus on how those imperfections tend to benefit white straight rich men over everyone who doesn't fit one of those four categories. The Internet is a primary target but far from the only one. Kobek pokes at everything, from religion to capitalism to despotic oppression to science fiction to music to celebrity. He shines the worst possible light on whatever he deems unfair, wrong, or just unlikable.

A few examples:

"...all revolutions happened because everyone everywhere wanted to be Americans."

"Wars were giant parties for the ruling elites, who sometimes thought it would be great fun to make the poor kill each other."

"A fluency with Black culture would attract more advertisers. Actual Black people would scare advertisers."

Those are some clean examples, of which there are not many...lots of profanity and tons of sexual references. But most of it is either humorous or thought-provoking, which makes it worthwhile in my view.

Now, this is not to say that I agree with all of what i hate the internet describes about our world. Far from it - I think much of what is said takes the imperfections in history and/or society, and blows them all out of proportion. But it's all entertaining and thought-provoking, whether you agree with how he describes something or not.